Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all.

Feel like dumping a whole chunk of salt on my ulcer but I can't decide if it's worth the pain.
:O

It never fails to rain every Good Friday.

Torn between getting a PS1 or going on a holiday to Korea,
ah decisions decisions.

Can I just have both.

Holland V Coffee Bean is a fridge,
but no matter, a fridge helps me study better.

It's a Sunday night and it's depressing to know that I'm not alone in school.
All we can say is that there's something fundamentally wrong with the system,
but it doesn't change the fact that we can't, or at least we aren't doing anything about it.

Oh dear, SMU.

Okay guys, it's Week 12 already and less than a month til Finals are over.
I don't know how the first half of the year always pass so quickly!

Anyway there are so many things on my mind and so many things to do.
Really quite overwhelmed.
Managed to sneak a little bit of time to catch up with old friends over the past couple of nights.

Suddenly feel like this summer won't be so free after all,
internships, overseas service learning and holidays.
So there's plans for China, Hong Kong and Korea.

And each time I will fall short of Your glory,
how far will forgiveness abound?

Psalm 139.

Oh Lord You've searched me,
You know my way.
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.

Sometimes I feel that if I stop thinking a lot about life,
my problems would be less and I actually would have time getting down to doing something productive to correct it.

Have you ever had that moment when you just have a million thoughts in your head?
Like it's information overload,
that you're feeling both happy and sad at the same time.
I keep feeling that way these days,
bipolar disorder me.
):

But then again,
I guess to a certain extent,
we all experience it.

Feeling sad suddenly because the Brother is leaving for France tomorrow.
I don't even have a right to be sad because I don't even have time for him when he's in Singapore,
but sigh.
To know that he actually won't be physically around can't help but make me feel sad.
)':

The bestest oldest brother is leaving this Monday and I don't even have time to prepare anything for him.
):
So sad.
)':

Tonight I'm reminded of everything I had once upon a time in my life and I'm feeling very very blessed.
(':

I think the most amazing thing about life is being better and stronger than we were the day before,
it's so amazing how we never really stay the same person we were before,
for better or worst.

I'm starting to like the idea of changing and growing up,
it is challenging.
And it's only because it's leading us to become the person we were called and made to be.

In moments like these, I wish I paid more attention in Finance class.
Mid terms are in two days time, and this is still rocket science to me.
:/

I wish I could blog about more interesting things but the last interesting thing I did was possibly the steamboat at Jarold's for Wanting's farewell.
She's in New York now and I'm filled with envy.
Why can't I just get out of this country.

The week has been passing fast but not fast enough.
Still, just about four more weeks til Finals and five til Summer.
:O

I want to sleep but I've to finished my readings for class tomorrow!!!
It's already 3.30am.
):

So the Recess Week is over when it barely even felt like it started.

I realised that I intended to embark on a Happy post earlier this week but never got off to finishing it,
some other time perhaps.

Just so I can keep stock of what I did this week.
Started off the recess week really well because I played Bridge, caught Safe Haven and caught up with friends.
And anyone who knows me know what a sucker I am for Bridge,
it'd make me happy any day.

Went for Xuening's 21st last Saturday as well,
and a killer ballet class.

Visited Salad's church on Sunday because Thio Li-Ann was speaking on 377A,
and she is really such a powerful speaker.
One day, I hope to be the woman after God's heart she is.
So inspirational.

Headed down to Grace's afterwards for our sleepover!!
I love her family and I love her so much,
if I've to think of a friend whom I can never run out of things to talk to,
she's the one.
(:

And that marked the end of my recess week cos the later half of it was so boring that I won't even bother boring you with the details.
Have a happy weekend everybody.